Welcome!

[kt]

oh dear natalie... for your sake i hope you're trolling, but i don't think you are. that's sad.

hii laura :*

[Joe]

lol Aras thinks he's getting votes at the final tribal council #goat

[Natalie Tenerelli]

I love how you beat around the bush when I call you out. It's fine, you know it's true and that's all that matters.

[Diggy Diesel J Jim Bomb Lynch]

May 27, 2015 4:14:17 GMT kt said:

jim lmfao "paranoid outbursts" ok then please get off your high horse
i can't deal with any of you tbh

You, Liz, and Laura each had a moment where you were flipping out so I had to re-assure you guys. The Natalie vote, the Pete vote, and the 2nd Natalie vote all were moments I remember each of you separately getting really worked up, and I wasn't nearly as invested in this game as you were so I was able to keep calm. I don't really get what your issue with me is, I enjoyed talking to you in the game. Sorry if you took my comment personally, that wasn't intentional. 

[Laura Morett]

Anyway Final Tribal Council gonna be boring

[Parvati Shallow]

Fucking bitches

[Parvati Shallow]

Pete was fucking annoying all game, and I actually wanted to claw my eyes out everytime I had to message him... why the fuck was the tribe named after him?! I never agreed to that bull shit!

Also, Katie is trying to act relevant when she wasn't all season... different..

[Laura Morett]

Katie is fake or my name is Conchita Wurst and her puppy Aras thinks he is like a god.

[kt]

Natalie, the irony of you saying I'm desperate for attention and want the spotlight when you get off trying to initiate arguments in survivor ORGs is overpowering. as far as I'm concerned, there is no point engaging with people who are on internet power trips, which is why I'd prefer not to contend with you about this. you're just acting flat out weird and I really have no interest in talking AT you - like, it's not really a discussion when one side just can't bring themselves to listen to the other. you clearly think you are superior to me for whatever reason, and that's fine. just know that I am sorry for you and if you ever need someone to talk to about anything, I'm sure you know where to find me (I mean that genuinely, and it goes for all of you).

I'm sorry you feel that way Laura, I genuinely like you and have fun with you in and out of game. I think you're great, but I understand why you'd be upset with me.

I wasn't expecting the jury to be so bitter. this ORG has been the one I've been least... idk... involved in out of all of the ones I've played so I guess it's just a little surprising to see that people are so snarky about it. this is the shortest Ponderosa thread I've ever seen but it's also almost definitely the most unpleasant I've ever seen. obviously this isn't the ending that anyone was hoping for, but there's nothing we can do about it now. how about we try being nice for a change???

[kt]

and Jim - sorry, when I made that post yesterday I was in a super negative headspace. I don't have any issues with you at all, and I had a lot of fun w/ you in game <3 (EVEN IF YOU REMOVED ME FROM THE SKYPE CHAT AFTER I WAS BOOTED BYE)

[Natalie Tenerelli]

The thing is, I don't crave attention like you did in this game. There would be a flat out conversation going on, your name would not even be said, and you would put yourself into it for no reason other than your fear of not being brought back for all stars I'm assuming. I'm not on a power trip, I am just calling you out for being fake. I really couldn't care less if you think I'm weird for it, cause honestly I think you're pathetic for the reason you chose to target me in the game. You can sit here and lie to me all you want about it, but you told people why, and I have screenshots. I would have more respect if you just grew and pair and owned up to it. I am superior than you, cause I don't hold personal vendetta's against people, and use it as a reason to take them out of online games. Who does that? That is just sad. I also don't want you to feel sorry for me, cause I really don't like you. I talked to you after warriors and you didn't seem that bad, but I might have been wrong if revenge in an online survivor game is your one mission in life.

[Host JFP]

[kt]

I defended my allies on RI, if that's what you're talking about, because you were talking trash just to cause drama. You were initially targeted because you and Abi were telling everyone different things for the vote, which made everyone feel unsafe at such an early stage in the game. I wrote about it in my confessionals when it happened, with no mention of wanting to exact vengeance or who you had played in past games:

BASICALLY, Natalie told Keith that Abi wants me or Liz out, then told me that Abi wants Woo out, and Jim told me that Natalie wants me out, and Natalie also told Liz that Woo and Keith are targeting one of the two of us (which I don't really believe at all). I feel like Natalie and Abi are just trying to play everyone against each other to keep the heat off of themselves, but they're really pushing their limits pulling that kind of shit this early in the game. do they think that people don't talk to each other? I don't get it.

Keith all of a sudden desperately wants Natalie out, Liz has said she'll go for Natalie or Abi if I'm down for it, Laura told Liz to push the vote onto Natalie or Abi, and Jim suggested Abi last night before this challenge had even happened. I think I can swing Woo if I show him logs of Natalie throwing him under the bus to me (I will not allow Sundra to leave this game this early. she must be allowed to cast her light upon the plains of Survivor Pure as long as possible). I'm being careful not to straight up mention any names as far as who I want out just in case people use logs try to implicate me as some evil mastermind who is trying to spearhead this vote (it's tough to know who to trust right now ok).

I didn't even throw your name out to start with, tbh. I didn't spearhead some evil revolution against you, I just voted with everyone else. I honestly don't have a personal vendetta against you at all. Sure, figuring out who you were certainly helped the process along for most everyone involved, but it's not about revenge and it never was. I wasn't at all invested in Warriors, and I was completely unfazed when I got voted out (like, I didn't even know I was out until a PW told me hours later), mostly because I was playing another game at that point that was super time intensive and I had like no relationship with anybody on the cast. You don't have to believe me, but it's true. I think yoooou are the one who needs to sack up and realize that it's your gameplay and your attitude towards other people that made people want to get rid of you in this game. Nobody forced you to spread misinformation about vote targets as early as round 3. Nobody forced you to go nuts at people on AIM after you got booted and then continue blowing up on RI. That's the kind of shit that made people want you out, not anything I or anyone else said about you. It's also strange to me that you're channelling all of this ire towards me in particular when I wasn't the only one to vote for you.

I'm sorry that you don't like me. That's a shame. I guess it's inevitable that not everyone will get along in environments like this.

[kt]

also, I know y'all are heavily leaning towards voting for So if she makes the end. Can I just ask why that is?

[Natalie Tenerelli]

Katie when your and Liz's name came up, I went right to you two and told you about it, with your best interest at heart.

It had nothing to do with my attitude at that point. Pinpoint one moment where I had a bad attitude on round 3. Please and thank you.